Diary entry for June 7, 2011, 7:53 am

I did it: I signed a new order yesterday afternoon which restricts any future Demerol shots to 'necessity-only'.  In other words, I cannot get a shot unless my Amylase or Lipase are elevated, ending the two-year run of abject addiction; with no shots available, I should have no cravings and no desire to shut down the progress I'm making.